Hey!! This post is not about a thought on any issue, but the state of mind dat I am in right now....""Tommorrow is the D day"". After 2 years of real hard work and complete devotion, its the D Day,the result declaration day of the penultimate stage of my journey....i dont know how to cope up with the anxiety and nervousness thats prevailing right now.
With uncertainity and fear gripping mind and body , I am trying my level best to console myself dat everything would be fine and I would triumph and emerge victorious just like I did at other ocassions.....But still the fear overcomes rationality...........
Even the soulful contact with the almighty temporarily calms down the body but again succumbs to the pressure...........Its like a gun with a single bullet pointed at your head and somebody presses the trigger...........In a moment you can be a dead meat or the next moment rule the world.........
In a moment one can be a Hero or a Zero in the eyes of the result oriented world....The world which only looks towards the rising sun and turns its back towards the fading one.....
Where success has many fathers but the failure is an orphan........Where success is embraced with open arms and failure is shooed away to die a slow death..........
I did my best and gave my 100%...dats the only consolation I have at the moment.... Internal peace prevails when I think dat I left no stone unturned and did my work with almost complete honesty........
Now its the turn of my almighty to bless his already blessed child with another of his bounty...................Lets see what tommorrow has in store for me...............
Its a big day.............and I hope it turns out to be a happy day as well for me...........
In Bhagwad Geeta its said that " Karam Kar aur Fal kee iccha Mat kar "..........When I started this journey I kept this in mind and even throughout these two years I kept this in mind.............But now when I have reached closer to my destination "Fal kee iccha hone lag gayee hai"" ...lolz......
(kya karein dil to aakhir dil hai)...............................
Well whatever happens tommorrow I must say dat I would thank my god for whatever he has given me in life.......................I hope he keeps me blessed throughout my life..........
Wish me Luck!! Chao!!
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