My work is over ...Now its my GOD's turn.........

Today the final battle is over.....The yesterday nights sleep was cut short to 4 hours due to subconsious battle going on in the mind............Got up in one shot at 6 and read the yesterdays newspaper.....Somewhere there was a constant self pampering that everything will go well today ....I was trying to divert my mind and was trying hard to prevent thinking abt positive and negative consequences dat might follow after todays event gets over.

I quickly took a nap for another hour before the panic got set in........I suddenly realised that lot of thinks are left to be revised and there was hardly anytime left before I was to get ready to leave for the Lion's Den..
I quickly gathered some strength and called up few people to take some tips and also revise as much as I can...
After half n hour I dressed up in a chick Black suit and left for the "Battle Royale" .............On reaching the venue I looked up in sky to god,took a deep breadth, and entered the hallowed corridors of power, where my inner power was to be tested today by throwing me in front of 5 hungry beasts ready to cut my testicles off and that to without me even knowing about it....

So I entered the hall which was full of nervous goats ready to be slaughtered in a few minutes.......
The first goats of every table entered their respective slaughter rooms while others wished them 'Luck' (at the same time getting some solace deep inside that they got extra half an hour before they too get slaughtered by the oldies)..........................

So the clock ticked and everyone was waiting nervously for their turn ...........Then suddenly the first batch came out..Surprisingly many came out with happy faces......I wonder whether that happiness was for coming out alive from the clutches of the hungry monsters. Few looked wounded but more or less others came out with a smile on face.

This gave us some strength and a sense of hope that we might also manage to avoid the assault by the hangmen.........I found some college mates of mine and so I could turn into a typical dceite
hanging vellah from table to table chatting and passing time....This helped me to divert my attention from the danger dat was approaching fast and thus helped me settle my nerve.....

Within few minutes the moment of truth arrived, as the peon called my name and took me near the room (just like a butcher drags a poor goat to the slaughter room).......I adjusted my Tie and entered the room where my fate was to be decided....

The onslaught began and the greyhounds pounced upon me finding me defenseless and at there mercy....However to my surprise the onslaught was much milder then wat i expected and managed to tackle them somehow.........After 30 minutes of wrestling I could come out of the ring with few scratches and wounds here n there....but over all manged to survive............
As I came out of the room and walked through the hallowed corridors of power I could sense myself having absorbed some part of it and felt little stronger and powerful.
I looked up in the sky again and thanked god, took a deep breadth and moved out of the gate....

So my work is done. I have got over with my final stage and now its all upto the almighty to shape my destiny and reward my 2 years of extreme hardwork................Lets see wats in store for me 1 month from now...............I hope the Luck be with me..........Chao!!

God has been Graceful.............and so I could make it..........

So after yesterdays nervous night the bright sun rose again and it brought with it the rays of happiness and triumph.After an hours adrenaline rush I finally got to hear the golden words from one of my friends that I have cleared the penultimate stage of my journey.

It was a gr8 moment which I can not explain in words. Two years of extreme hardwork has been partially rewarded.Although I lost many of my fellow journey men in this stage but I still feel proud and happy that I could still keep the flag flying high, and hope dat I would be able to make it through the final stage as well and emerge victorious.

Finally I want to thank the almighty for being so kind and generous.It was a gr8 gift that I received today as there is nothing sweeter than achieving what one aimed at and seing one's hardwork getting rewarded.I am very happy.
So thank you God, thanx to my family and thanx to every person who helped me to reach this stage.........
Tommorow the Battle for the Final Stage Begins............................................
Wish me Luck!! Chao.

The D Day arrives and the Nervousness grips!!

Hey!! This post is not about a thought on any issue, but the state of mind dat I am in right now....""Tommorrow is the D day"". After 2 years of real hard work and complete devotion, its the D Day,the result declaration day of the penultimate stage of my journey....i dont know how to cope up with the anxiety and nervousness thats prevailing right now.
With uncertainity and fear gripping mind and body , I am trying my level best to console myself dat everything would be fine and I would triumph and emerge victorious just like I did at other ocassions.....But still the fear overcomes rationality...........

Even the soulful contact with the almighty temporarily calms down the body but again succumbs to the pressure...........Its like a gun with a single bullet pointed at your head and somebody presses the trigger...........In a moment you can be a dead meat or the next moment rule the world.........
In a moment one can be a Hero or a Zero in the eyes of the result oriented world....The world which only looks towards the rising sun and turns its back towards the fading one.....
Where success has many fathers but the failure is an orphan........Where success is embraced with open arms and failure is shooed away to die a slow death..........

I did my best and gave my 100%...dats the only consolation I have at the moment.... Internal peace prevails when I think dat I left no stone unturned and did my work with almost complete honesty........
Now its the turn of my almighty to bless his already blessed child with another of his bounty...................Lets see what tommorrow has in store for me...............
Its a big day.............and I hope it turns out to be a happy day as well for me...........

In Bhagwad Geeta its said that " Karam Kar aur Fal kee iccha Mat kar "..........When I started this journey I kept this in mind and even throughout these two years I kept this in mind.............But now when I have reached closer to my destination "Fal kee iccha hone lag gayee hai"" ...lolz......
(kya karein dil to aakhir dil hai)...............................
Well whatever happens tommorrow I must say dat I would thank my god for whatever he has given me in life.......................I hope he keeps me blessed throughout my life..........
Wish me Luck!! Chao!!